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Waking Up To Dog Sh*t

I woke up this morning and came out of my room to make myself a cup of tea and the kids were so loud (it hurts my ears they are that loud and even this morning I was putting my hands over my ears to try block some of it out) and it was a struggle to make my cup of tea because of my nerve pain. I also take my nerve pain medication in the morning and in the evenings. And I take my morning medications with my cup of tea. Anyway, so I am went to the toilet while the kettle is boiling and I have to step over one dog shit that was outside of child 1's bedroom.

Now look, this dog is not mine and I have to go out into the backyard and pick up all my dogs shit, so that they mower man is not mowing up large amounts of dog shit. So I don't feel that I should have to clean up after my dogs and then have to clean up after my housemates dog as well.

Anyway so I step over the dog shit and go to the toilet, trying real hard not to vomit because the smell was pretty bad and it wasn't coming from me! (Sarcasm inserted) So I finish on the toilet and go back to making my cup of tea, intending to tell my housemate about the shit near the toilet door once I seen her. I have just sat down with my cup of tea and child 1 proceeds to tell me that she can't go and finish getting ready because of the dog shit. Now firstly this pissed me off because it is not my dog! So I glance towards her bedroom and my room and the dog has done another 3 shits in the hallway in the time that I poured boiling water into my cup and milk etc. Are you f**king kidding me?! Anyway of course housemate is in the shower and blow drying her hair, so guess who had to clean 4 dog shits (3 in which were really f**king sloppy I might add) just so child 1 could finish getting ready for school?! Yep! F**king me!! I was so angry and I use a little spade when I do my dogs shit, so having to pick up this dog shit with paper towel makes me gag!! 

How would you feel if the first thing you pretty much woke up to was dog shit?! And not just one! I'd love to hear your thoughts on this!!

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