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Alcohol And You - Kmart Journal Entry


Do you drink too much? What is the purpose of alcohol in your life?

What amazing questions Kmart to ask the Norty Borderline! Ha-Ha! I'd like to say that Jack Daniels plays a pivotable part in my life. Ha-Ha! He's one of my best friends! Ha-Ha! 

I do not drink every day and I am probably what is classed as a binge drinker. So I don't drink very often, but when I do I end up wiping myself out and there are many times where I am blacked out by the end of the night. That being said, I would have two big nights in one week maximum and even that is not normal, I can go months without drinking if I don't want to. I also don't drink a little amount and find that I can out drink most women and can keep up with the boys. My parents allowed me to drink from about 15 years old, as we grew up in a city and they didn't want me going to the nightclubs and not being able to handle my alcohol. Them doing that, has ended up being a very costly experience for me. It costs me more to drink! Ha-Ha!

I don't need to drink every day, but I do find that when I am extremely happy and want to celebrate something, then I will try and have a few drinks to celebrate, which then normally turns into a black out session. Ha-Ha! I do enjoy going out on the pi** to celebrate something that has happened. What is better than a celebration?! LOL

I also find that when I am extremely depressed I tend to have a big session as well. Most of the time, I end up having an amazing time and therefore it makes me happier and I am less depressed the next day. Apart from the hangover. Ha-Ha! A hangover is God's way of saying you were awesome last night! Ha-Ha! 

I have also found that I am unable to say no to 'one drink', one drink always ends up being a big  drinking session guaranteed! Ha-Ha! There is a meme with Matthew McConaughey about having one drink and four hours later being s**tfaced. That is the Norty Borderline, every single time that she says she is going for one drink. Ha-Ha! It always ends up being a messy Norty Borderline. Ha-Ha! 

I find that I am a happy drunk most of the time and I tend to get a bit frustrated with people who drink and cry all night or spew their guts up everywhere. Learn to handle your liquor!! Ha-Ha! When I drink, I want to have a good time, so there is no need for all the bulls**t crying or spewing every where, mate!! Ha-Ha! Get your s**t together! Ha-Ha!

I have found that I am someone that does get invited out on drinking sessions and 

Do you drink? Do you find that you are drinking more than you should? If you do enjoy a drink, what is your drink of choice? Has alcohol played a role in your life that you found you didn't like, it may not have been yourself, but someone around you. I'd love to hear your comments! 

The Norty Borderline


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